Hey guys, A Heart For My Shepherd is taking a break. I’m not sure how long this break will be, but it’s time to take a step back.
I said in the previous post (My very first vlog!) that I would be honest with you guys, so instead of making some excuse like I have writer’s block, here’s what’s really going on:
I’m exhausted. Every time I write about these struggles and talk about the right things to do through all of this, it frustrates me. Not because they aren’t true, but because I’m just so weary of trying so hard to be strong through this illness. I love being able to share and encourage you all, but I’m out of encouragement for you. I don’t understand how I can trust God so much and have so many doubts at the same time, but as I work through each day, I’m finding it beyond difficult to keep going and keep trusting.
I can’t deny that God exists or that all these things that I’ve been sharing have been true. But my exhaustion has overcome my faith and I’m praying that God will hold on to me, because I no longer have the strength to hold onto Him.
So that’s where I’m at. Hopefully I’ll be back. I may ask a few other people to guest post for me while I’m gone. In the mean time, feel free to check out old posts that you may have missed.